every day i wake up
i expect a whole new day
every day i fall asleep
i hope for a better ending.
but everything we've written
cannot be forgotten
everything i have conflicts with you
will never be forgiven.
the sayings i've written on it
the drawings i've drawn on it
the words i've screamed on it
the x and the love i've carved on it.
do you still remember the days
when we both go crazy,
and drew thousands of outragerous lines
on the notebook where we speak truthfully?
hboerz
Aug. 20, 2022